This is an ever-growing playlist sharing the messy middle of songwriting—rough drafts, voice memos, and songs still finding their shape. No polish, no pressure. Just the honest, unraveling process of creating. Some songs will never be more than a moment. Others develop into something more lasting. There's room for it all. Enjoy.
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Church People 3:420:00/3:42
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Pinky Swear 3:470:00/3:47
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0:00/3:39
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0:00/3:12
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Wildwood 3:110:00/3:11
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Garbage and Gold 2:430:00/2:43
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Stings Like Home 3:210:00/3:21
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Strider of the North 1:240:00/1:24
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The Waiting Room 3:240:00/3:24
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Vagabond 3:080:00/3:08
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Any Other Way 2:400:00/2:40
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0:00/3:38
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Snap to It 2:250:00/2:25
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0:00/4:04
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Scared 3:300:00/3:30
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No Worries 2:280:00/2:28
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0:00/2:53
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The Body Remembers 1:550:00/1:55
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Red Pen Lies 3:330:00/3:33
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Remanence 3:190:00/3:19
Have you ever stood at the edge of the world as you know it, watching the familiar crumble like dried leaves underfoot? It’s terrifying, isn’t it? But if you listen closely, just beyond the noise, there’s a melody—a whisper of grace, promising that endings can be beginnings too.
That’s what my new song, “A Song for the End of the World,” wrestles with. It’s not about easy answers or quick fixes but the holy, messy work of starting again. It asks: What if the systems we cling to—the ones that chain us to shame, fear, and striving—aren’t the final word? What if God’s grace is the crack in the wall where the light gets in?
When Jesus said, “Behold, I am making all things new,” (Rev. 21:5), He wasn’t offering a neat, sterile reset button. He was promising restoration—a rebirth that rises from the ashes of doubt, grief, and questions too heavy to carry alone.
This song is my way of standing with you in that space, where the world feels like it’s ending but where, somehow, love still holds. It’s for anyone who has felt the weight of systems too big to change, yet hears the quiet nudge of the Spirit saying,: Start here, today, with Me.
It’s out now on all the streaming services or you can download it here for free. Listen, and let it accompany you through the complexities. Because even at the end of the world, hope hums a sweet melody. Grace meets us. And love remains.
With you in the mess, Brian Spahr



